My confession

This confession isn't about a BOY...
But, i dedicate this one for... well for one of you...

Well, i've made a kinda stupid decision...
I just couldn't though so well at that time...
You've knew what the mean of 'it' for me...
but, why you couldn't kept my feel ?
why you couldn't though that i would HURTED if you did it ?
okay, mm... actually you didn't mean to hurted me,
you just try to kept ur good behaviour to ur FRIENDS...
so, that's not totally ur fault, anyway...
And, i apologize
for all of my stupidness
all of my reckless maybe ?
yes, i was reckless, because i couldn't kept my promise...
i still did the same WRONG DECISION

And, altough now we just the same...
like a few months ago, but i still feel so...
ugh REGRET ?
Yepp i am ! I'm regret for those stupid act !
I just lose you, and i couldn't feel that you were kinda important person for me...
i realize that you were my friend indeed...

You bring me to the strange world, that i might be stranger there...
but you influenced my self so much...
And that was a positive changes...
And, hell yeah

I just apologize for all of my stupidness...
And i just hope that we will be the same ... again ...
i've knew that we BELONG HAHA !!
so, forgive me and let's be friend .. again ...

SO, I'M JUST ZHA ! AND I ALWAYS MADE A WRONG DECISION ...
*and i'm sorry, i'm not good enough at english