i am weird

or i was weird ?

no, i am weird and strange, and i am stranger now !

i just couldn't think clearly and logically

you can believe if i always slept over 1 am ? so weird

yeah since past couple days, since i did love rob-and-sten too much

it like i was maniac... i was addicted ...

however, that was weird...

they weren't a football team, football player, or anything like that...

they were just a boy and a girl...

no !!

they were just a man and a little lady that too famous and couldn't lived easily, normally, and aaa just lived like a normal people, at least like their life before twilight

they've made me been a different person since couple days ago

i though...

yeah, they were like my treasure, and i was obsessed w/ my treasure...

the secret treasure that hasn't opened 

and i should open slowly, to made sure that it was a treasure

yeah, open my treasure slowly- or -try to figure them out,

their personality, their personal life, their perspective, their minds, their characters, and who they were 

and they were such a drug for me

my own personal brand of ecstasy

one day w/out them, means no day

i rather to die, that i spent my day w/out them 

so weird you know ?

but.. yyeah they were my idol, my trend my everything for couple times later

and i loved them so much, kristen especially they were adorable w/ their way and their style

and i just unconditionally and irrevocably adore them !

i will not say that they were cute together or somethin' like that

i just want you to know, they were my everything

just like what does Adam Lambert means for Vesa

or what does your boy/girlfriend means for you ...

and what does Rob-and-sten means to me ?

a lot, they were the part of myself

am i disgusting ?

YES I AM

am i annoying ?

and i'm so sorry about all of my disgusting posting

but, i just try to be honest and not pretending anything or hiding anything

and this blog that i loved and trusted so much was a medium to share what i feel

and i just wanna share

and you all can delet all of my posting if you want

that's free and easy to do !

and God Be With Ye